I try to escape the pain, and I reach out for you. You were there, broken, yourself. But you were always my therapy. The feelings, choke in my throat and now, nothing comforted me. I suffocate. I suffocate. I suffocate.
I stare blankly, as I slowly recede into the dark world, that I never wanted to see again. To the place, where all my thoughts were only comprised of pain. I was here before, but now, I was alone.
I look, as life frowns at me. “Why can’t I save anyone?”, I sob. “Why can’t I save myself?”, I scream. I was powerless. I was hopeless. I was soulless.